Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Tonight was hard. I went to visit my gram and I was laying on the bed with her holding her hand while she drifted in and out of sleep. I told her I was going to go home, and she said "I love you so much, so so much. Don't ever forget that." I started crying right there. I don't think she knew though. She was pretty tired. God I love her, and it breaks my heart to see her in pain.
Christmas time is my favorite time of year. But it is so hard to be in the spirit. I'm trying though.

3 comments:

Cathy said...

Kylee, I'm so sorry you are going through this. It's got to be so rough.

I'm here if you need to talk. Just email me

((((HUG))))

cathyt71@yahoo.com

Kellee said...

Thinking of you & your sweet, sweet Gram.

Please, please, please say the things you need to now. If you don't, you'll regret it for the rest of your life.

Praying for peace for your family...

*HUGS*

Raven said...

I agree with Kellee about saying the things you need to now, i regret not being as close to my mom when she was dying and i kick myself each year and miss her terribly.
My email is also enabled if you ever need to let things off your chest.

***HUGS*********